New year. New me.......maybe next year.

New years was a boring event, didn't get up to much and it wasn't a joyous and exciting occasion like it normally is, it was quiet and to be blunt, boring.

So this year I didn't feel a monumental change, I didn't feel the need to:

• get a drastic haircut
• get a new outfit
• get new friends
• get a new hobby
• find a new drink of choice
• find a new idol 
• find a man
• change my work ethic
• change my personality
• make new years resolutions 

So this year I didn't feel the need to change anything but the strange thing is I'm not contented with who I am, I want to progress and try new things but this year it just didn't happen. Next year hopefully will be different, I have hopes for it to be amazing and when I walk in to 2013 it will be a year of change.

 So this year - what am I going to do? I'm going to be selfish, I'm going to do things for me and then maybe once I'm happy with myself I can move on to my friends and family. Surely I have to be happy with myself for my loved ones to be happy with me? That's the reason behind this years focus - I'm a bit scared though because I have the feeling that I'm not in for a peaceful year.


Boys:
1. Nice to hear from you x
2.I've been speaking to you constantly for like 3 days now - wow I thought we knew everything about each other - apparently not x
6.Thanks for helping me dodge that bullet (:
8.Did you see me walking past today? Hope you did because I was feeling amazing without you x
11.Had fun at new years and I love your dog still x

Oh and if this means anything to you - just had a virtual conversation with the rapper Devlin - starstruck (:

Songs:
Anything by devlin xx